Postby Kathryn-in-Canada » Sat Apr 27, 2019 10:36 am
Will I be a class act today? Not likely. We'll see.
I've pulled out all the paintings and I'll KonMari them today. I will not pull the ones on the walls down (except the seasonal ones) and put them in one spot. I did that before I moved and feel walking from room to room is sufficient. There's one in my bedroom that I could live without but it sparks joy for dh so is where he sees it multiple times a day and I only see it when I put away his laundry. The bedroom paintings are all permanent, no seasonal ones there and they all spark joy. We have some batiks to be mounted and then hung over the bed, but I feel like that shouldn't be my job. I OK'd having them, I found a location for them, I even cleaned them once, but it is dh who is buying them so I feel he should do the mounting. I will take responsibility for the place mats he brings, and the material he buys (3 patterns, maybe 18 yards?) and come up with uses for that, including any sewing involved, but something has to be his job since he's the person bringing them home.
I'm also hoping to Kon-mari the table linens today since I have to set the table for tomorrow's dinner.
Then there are all the paperwork items still on my list from yesterday (when I did nothing) and we'll go fill sandbags for an hour or so.
I had lights out by 11, slept 3 hours, peed, slept 3 hours, peed, slept 3 hours. Then I lay quietly in bed listening to the flood coverage with earphones until dh woke up 30 minutes later. So, physically, I had a good rest. I've done tea, chocolate and light therapy, but don't feel positive at all. They are forecasting sun tomorrow and Monday but that means nothing. Still, if it comes to pass, that will be the first pair of days of sun we've had in almost a month. Of course, then it goes back to cloud and rain for the next 4 days. And the temperatures will be cool to cold.
I'm to go up the Valley next Saturday night for a banquet and when we booked it I assumed my depression would have lifted because the weather couldn't possibly still be bad. I was looking forward to a happy time, now it is just another thing I have to do. The forecast is not good. It is hard to look forward to things, even pleasant things, when so depressed. The drive up will 100 minutes of grey. There's also flooding between here and there but the town is fine and Trans-Canada highway is open between here and there (it closes shortly after the town and has been closed a week so far.)