My outlook to the week has changed - the calvary have come in. My uncle says he doesn't need me as d aunts step children are there all the time now.
And my d brother is spending the night with d mom. (who is already starting down the rabbit hole a bit - and understandably so -Her rabbit hole is about other things with her body - nothing earth shattering but still important to her - yet she does not realize the surgery is what is weighing on her mind.
My dear mom has
always been a bit of a hypochondriac - she has always gone to thinking worst and chewing it over. (she says that keeps her real and when the best happens she is relieved - oh but that is hard to live with when you hear about the worst all day). I am kind and patient 95% of the time. The 5% I am still kind but boy I feel annoyed and need a break for a day.
But again she doesn't do a lot outside of herself so I think that all the little things seem so much bigger.
I actually feel ready for any care taking that I need to do. I no longer feel overwhelmed. Even dh getting cranky about all the little stuff, (also because he doesn't realize that his future surgery is affecting him), is no longer putting me in care taker mode.
Longer story, (finally shortened ), I feel wonderful that it is Monday! Happy Monday to everyone and to all on the atlantic side: stay safe!!! praying for all those in the eye of the storm.