Postby Harmony » Sat Jul 06, 2019 11:21 am
There was something troubling about all this change. My 6th sense was telling me something I couldn't figure out what. Every day I'd ask DH if he was sure, and talk to him about specifics. Finally last night the whole thing began to make sense. Isn't it wonderful the intuition we women have! Time and again I've had a sense about things, about people, etc. and none of that has ever been false. Men don't have this (I don't think and for sure DH doesn't). Taking things at face value, going full speed ahead is just not wise when I know there's more to come.
Like Paul Harvey always said: and here's the rest of the story. I finally got out of dh what he was thinking about all this. Ah, yep, we are NOT moving, we will just muster along here as long as we can. It leaves a different feeling I have about my home now, and I hope I will be able to get back my contentment again. I actually no longer want to be here.
I will continue to declutter, and keep in the back of my mind that someday there will have to be a change, and I will be ready for that somewhat. I don't want to be bogged down with stuff and have an emergency at the end.