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Indiana))) Thank you for spending so much time on me... I'm just sorry b/c I feel like I'm failing YOU, now!
I
am reasonably content, I guess... obviously. Otherwise I
would be working harder at this.
The first few weeks of school are definitely NOT the time to start a difficult lifestyle regime... I find myself coming in tired, with too much work remaining to do, and I think, "I've worked hard and if I want a Hershey bar, I'll
have a Hershey bar..." or ice cream or whatever... etc. etc. Just being a stubborn brat about it, I know.
Now that I've considered yesterday's tally, I think counting the starches IS a better idea for me, b/c like I said, I think I should keep up the fruits as much as possible b/c I'm NEVER going to get enough vegetables, probably, and if I'm going to eat anything besides meat and potatoes, fruit is probably my key to filling up on anything even remotely healthy. And I just can't believe that anyone can do too much damage eating too much fruit. I may be wrong -- but it seems like the best option for me -- unless I just started to force-feed myself stuff I absolutely HATED.
After I translated the carbs to starches yesterday -- 15 g = 1 starch, right? -- then I could see sooo plainly where the bad parts of the day were. If I had left off the french fries and the ice cream... the total would have been sooo much better.
Anyway... I may just try to concentrate on adding the fruits/vegetables right now... just try to get some healthy stuff INTO my diet, rather than focusing on the things I need to being taking OUT of my diet.
Until I really get back into the school routine, and ds & ddil get settled into their own house, I've just got too much going on around here right now. I can't commit the time. I'm not giving up -- I'm just putting it off till things settle down a little bit. You're exactly right -- I need to be at the top of my game to be able to have any success at all out of this.
Anyway -- you've been a BIG help to me and I do really, really appreciate all the time you've spent counting and tallying and
teaching me. I know you think it has been wasted, but I promise you, it has not been.