I have to stay here for awhile - I am still trying to work on my attitude about myself - I am also working on not wasting time and stay focused - especially in the morning. I know I need quiet while I am in this mode of feeling like a failure at not keeping up or my home. I know it's temporary.
I have to take my aunt to a dr. appointment - hour there, couple hours for appointment and other things, hour back. I know that is one block of time.
I am trying to keep track of where I get sidetracked and what causes it.
okay time to get started. 8:21 am
I have taken old dog out 3 times (and she had 2 accidents besides - it seems she does not pee it all out and she is laying there and then it happens) She doesn't like it. Her muscles don't work like they used to but she is so happy and like a puppy personality inside the house. she can't walk like she did and needs help but I don't have to do much. (funny she doesn't realize that i am holding the back end strap but is walking and holding herself up (the strap is loose).
It is 10:05 scrubbed back of counters, sink, stove top, emptied dw, filled with morning dishes, cleaned wood board, make list for today
I haven't done the bathrooms all week -
heading out soon