good morning dear nancy!
I am struggling a bit with dh this morning. He still hasn't figured out that talking to me then telling me what he wants to do is appropriate. this morning he told me we were going to home depot and walgreens after radiation. Many times he forgets that dd15 and I have other responsiblities. So he interprets my asking him to talk to me to make sure I don't have plans as I won't do it. I could fight this one but will sit back and remind him to talk to me and that I enjoy driving him but understand I may have things going on too.
working on acceptance with grace(don't feel like it but I now it will make me stronger and be kinder -
didn't act with kindness and grace when dh asked me to drive to post office and then said he wanted to go to target... I had just delved into working on my desk again... I felt like crying but he wanted me to drop him off. He had started sanding a wood chair then gave up on it and said he needed out of the house, even though I had taken him earlier to home depot, menards, walgreens, and picked up lunch for him at chili's. PRAYING FOR GRACE.
so today: call mom of dd15's friend about a function.
youth group 6:00 dropped off dd15
pick up 7:30
call pool guy
call gastric guy
spoke to pastor from other church where I have done a bible study in the fall to Christmas and she is saving me a book even if I can't do the program. very nice
pick up study
clean out desk ... I emptied desk
, and a long process of finding a new home for things:
empty pencil drawer and put in some pencils, eraser, glue sticks, scissors, note paper,
rubber bands, paperclips, staples, highlighters, tape,
, filing, call on checking during week to double check it.
picked up dd15 from school, got gas, feeing a touch frustrated. don't know why butit willl pass
>pull all things out of desk
moved computer upstairs
put desk outside with help from dd15 and dh
separated eerything from desk.. lots of toss, other later put away for other desks, etc. basement and upstairs (bring computer things dvds/discs etc. upstairs)
move dishes out of dining room hutch
10:21 time for bed even though I am not tired
sleep well everyone