Postby blessedw2 » Fri Jul 31, 2009 9:24 am
I have been feeling like a failure lately as a mom, a housekeeper, a wife, a person (normally I don't feel this way, probably depression in some way). I am driving alot and not getting things done, then falling asleep and the whole evening is gone. wasting lots of time. exercise is non existent. So I will get dressed and walk sheperd/lab dog. House is a wreck but I am only slowly working on it.
goal today: be stubborn and work at home. I was going to go downtown but won't. this is where I feel like a failure, I should be right on top of things so we can just leave and go places but my health and my house have fallen apart. dh being home is not helping as my brain thinks vacation because he is home.
pulling on boot straps again.
dd13 got other pair of glasses. she is not happy with them
suprised dd13 and picked up her phone early, she didn't know and was screaming "no way" very cool.
errands: got plants $1.00 each and a sprinkler
bought water thing for bird while we are gone and a large food container.
9:00 walk dogs
1 hour paint arbor
dailies
sounds silly: but starting to look for additional things for christmas
on sale (according to ceo) garden things, bird, cat dog supplies, (our family gives pet toys... finding that toys are on sale now). same with garden stuff...for a garden basket. Ie: bird things etc.
starting day. depressed at my lack of action but will keep moving forward.
it is always a joy to be here with you!