Saturday PWYC

[lucylee]

I do want to actually DO the tasks on my cards.
Why is it that every time I think I can get back to some semblance of routine, nope, something comes along. Like dmom in hospital and rehab.
However she sounded GREAT tonight. I called her, and oh my goodness, she has a new zest for life. Sooo many things she wants to do, places to go, projects Dgd needs to take care of — I just hope I don’t have to be involved in a lot of this because I still feel nervous about so many things.

My PODA — oh my… 3 softball games, starting at 8:00 am. We won, played again at 12:00. Won, played again at 3:15. Lost. I think both dgrands were kinda relieved, LOL. If we continued winning, we would have played two more and the last one was supposed to start at 8:15. Whew. We were all glad to be done.
Dgd reportedly had a headache during the second game, so we left for a bit, ate indoors at local hamburger place, out of the sun, away from the crowd, and Dgd recuperated quickly. I was going to go to the dollar store and get her some Tylenol, but she didn’t need it. Not so dgs — he laid his head on the table and slept, and slept in his lawn chair throughout the third game.

We ate at McDonald’s for supper, went to Wmart for flowers for dh’s grave, went to dgrands’ house to get clothes, etc for tomorrow and Monday, and then home.
I took the flowers to the cemetery alone, and talked to dmom on the phone.

I really appreciate all the support and encouragement y’all have shown me today, and through this past year.
I kinda feel more nervous right now than I have Ed in awhile. I think it’s that I’m afraid people will expect “more” of me — it’s been a year, she should bd okay now, right?

But I’m just plodding along here.
I did get in bed early tonight. Dgd is asleep, and I am watching The Ten Commandments.

Another busy day tomorrow. I hope you all have a great day. Thank you again for bearing with me like you do.