Y'all can just imagine that I still have everything... all ds's trophies & plaques, etc... all still displayed in what used to be his bedroom, just like he still lived here. Only thing that changed is the bed is gone.
I also have all pictures organized chronologically in albums, up until the past year or so. One summer I just really got wrapped up in that and got it done. Until then, most pictures were in their little paper folders in boxes.
I still get prints of everything. I figure electronic data is always uncertain, and ds/ddil may not print everything, so someday, dgs & I will enjoy looking back at all these pictures of him in his baby days.
I am STILL having SUCH a struggle deciding what to do w/journals, etc. I haven't kept up with one very well at all since dgs was born... but I have somewhat, and I have maybe a dozen 5x8 notebooks that I sorta think... ooohhh... I should just trash it ALL -- as Mr. Helia said -- don't want anyone to have to deal with it when I'm gone. Then I think... nah... maybe I SHOULD keep them. It's constantly in the back of my mind. It's like I am COMPELLED to write things down... and then I am TERRIFIED that someone will read it and think I'm stupid, or crazy. It's nothing bad -- but sometimes focuses in a little too much maybe on my anxieties.

But... progress being made here...
* s2shoes, but no make-up yet
* walked away the pounds 15 minutes and did my little 5 minute wake-up routine
* stripped the bed, sheets in the dryer
* 2nd load of clothes in the washer
* caught up w/today's Daily Bible Reading
* ate breakfast
* cleaned/aired out vaporizer
* watched
Bonanza &
Big Valley while doing most of the other stuff
I think I mentioned this the other day, but I have noticed that women in these old Westerns NEVER sit around in their housecoats wasting time. This should be inspiring to me, shouldn't it?
Stomach still feels a little tight and shaky... but I'm moving on... getting stuff done...
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Dee)))
Y'all, PLEASE forgive me for not responding more personally... my mind just will not focus right now... but it helps SOOO much to come here and get some reassurance and guidance to stay on track! Thank you all for being here!