Sunday first one in June

[lucylee]

So it’s Wedding Week ALREADY???
My goodness, time flies!

I’m kinda in meltdown, spinning, as Rose always tells me, but I’m trying to keep it in J&C. If y’all can stand to read it, someone should pop over there and tell me I’m not going to feel ALL of this FOREVER. But if y’all can’t deal with all this right now, just keep praying for me.

Editing— full blown panic attack, nausea… 1:23 CST
I cannot travel with my mother. I love my mother but something about this makes me so nervous I can’t stand it. I can talk to her about anything but I don't think I can tell her SHE makes me nervous. It’s partly travel anxiety in general, partly concern for her health issues, partly concern about her mobility, partly just the way she kinda falls back on TMI about my dad… I just can’t do it.
And I’m not at all sure I can manage this one day to the Braves game with ds/family.