SHEs Organized

I have exceeded my calorie budget, so I am done eating today. Tomorrow is a fresh start.

I had DH give me a number between 1 and 14 to select tomorrow declutter/deep cleaning card. His number was #8 and that card was declutter/cleaning under sink in DS15 bathroom. That should be an easy one because I think there is only extra Tpaper kept there. DD13 is still working on her declutter cards for today. I need to check in with her and give her some encouragement to finish them.

Thinking through tomorrow's food needs.....
On the way home from doctor visit I stopped and bought 2 gallons of milk so that is stocked ....until DS15 gets home.
Our lunchmeat supply is low so that needs to be restocked from the freezer.
Pimento cheese is a favorite on sandwiches so I will get those ingredients out to make a batch.
I am going to grill chicken breast tenders tomorrow. I need to get the chicken out of the freezer and into the refrigerator to start thawing.

It is almost time to do exercise during golden hour....then my reward.

It is still Friday in CST, and I am showered and in bed. Dgd is beside me, sound asleep.

I want to apologize because I know I haven’t been responding well to others here, and I’ve been awfully self-centered… but my brain just isn’t working well yet.
15 weeks today. I’ve been kinda teary, but ddil helped reassure me.

(Trigger warning —)
I keep thinking “What if dh felt I abandoned him to the EMTs?” I really stepped back and let them take charge, which is exactly what I should have done… but if dh was conscious, he’d have needed me holding his hand. Y’all know how nervous he was. Ddil assures me he was never aware of anything from the time the EMTs arrived. He was never able to respond to me after that point, but he was alone with the medical personnel from the time the ambulance left the house until they allowed us to say goodbye.
Fridays are just difficult for me.

I spent most of this day in bed. I just couldn’t wake up! Of course, I didn’t go to sleep till around 4:00 am.
Paid credit card bill… came home… took bill to computer to double check a purchase… and now that bill has totally disappeared! I don’t actually have to have it, but WHERE could it be? I checked the trash… it just disappeared.

One good thing — I reconciled bank statement. I had been procrastinating on that a couple days.