Trying to give myself a limit on how much I "talk" (post!)
Thankful for... oh... sooo many things -- first I want y'all to know I am VERY thankful for
-- you ladies and the many years now that we've been friends. Y'all have been here for me through some terrible times, and some really wonderful things, and you have given me advice that has helped in practical ways AND emotional ways. I truly would be lost without ALL of you!!!
Other things I must mention...
-- salvation, and I faith that remains, even through some of my hardest times and most worrisome doubts
-- my family -- my mom, DS/ddil, dgrands
-- my extended family (most of the time)
-- family members that have passed away and the wonderful memories I have of them and how much they meant to me
-- dh... gosh, that should have been first, right? I guess right now, I struggle because tears come so quickly when I allow myself to think of him, but we were sooo blessed for more years than a lot of people get and I am thankful for almost 45 years with a Christian man who was a good husband and father, who loved his family and mine (our birth families, I mean)
-- my church friends
-- my other friends who have stuck by me since childhood -- 3 of the 4 people I am closest to have been my friends since kindergarten or first grade
-- my home, despite it's NUMEROUS faults
-- enough food to eat and finances have not fallen apart like I feared they would after dh's death
TIME'S UP!
I have wasted today -- but maybe not really. After yesterday's fiasco, I felt I really needed to rest and re-group. I am heading to s2s immediately upon hitting submit. I have on blue jeans and fuzzy socks, and the shirt I slept in the last two nights.
BUT...
I do have a few ta-da's:
These were my top three priorities --
* called bank auto-teller, updated auto-deposits in my checkbook (I'll never give up real paper and ink.)
* wrote check I will need to pay in person (I could mail, but I drive right by this place every single day, just have to catch the owner in.)
* folded the load of laundry that was in the dryer (towels, etc)
Also --
* talked to dmom and ddil
* texted with dfriend who had some questions about FB posts, she didn't know we grew up in the same little community in our county
* did Bible study and devotional reading
* exercised
Now -- s2s -- dgd's ballgame is at 6:00 pm. I think

Let me check...
It's so good to see all of you back here with us.