(((
Harriet)))... I am so sorry you're having such a rough day. Praying for you to feel better soon.
I've been inside most of the day, and done nothing, but tonight I went out with DS, ddil, dgrands and ate at a Mexican restaurant. I had asked DS if he wanted to go to Next Town, because I hoped the papers had been delivered over there. They did not bring papers to our town today because the mail did not run -- subscriptions all go through the post office now. The mail did not run because of Carter's funeral, I think. (Do any of y'all remember this kind of observance for previous presidents? I do not. I guess Bush was the last president to die, but I don't remember anything more than flags at half-mast.) There were no papers in next Town either -- but boy -- Publix was running over with people. That's where I went to look for a paper. The lady there told me she had checked at two places and she couldn't find one either.
Anyway -- I wonder if we'll have mail tomorrow. They are predicting anywhere from 1-8 inches snow/ice. Sometimes that sort of forecast ends up making us look foolish when we get absolutely nothing. But schools are closed, courthouse is closed, got a message that my ENT is closed, everyone is certainly expecting a Snowcopolase.
As
Twins so accurately put it:
In the south, it never pans out the way they predict it will, either way. My hopes have been dashed so many times, especially as a child, hoping for school cancellation.
DGS is spending the night with me, DGD went home with DS, and ddil is heading over to her new workplace. She is afraid they are going to be very short-handed, and she doesn't want to risk waiting till morning and having bad road conditions.
It's definitely brrrr weather here -- I think 31 right now, but it will be in the 20s before any precipitation falls.
Nancy, I am trying to read more "real" books also. I finished
It's Not Supposed to Be Like This yesterday, and started
Get Out of Your Head. I usually prefer fiction, but I'm trying to read things right now that will help me get a better mindset as I approach that biopsy.
WTG,
Cathy on all your errands -- and WTG to your dh, doing that s/s of the kitchen! Hope your headache is gone by now.
WTG,
blessed on cleaning that pantry! I certainly KWYM about wanting to rest with your dmom and dh when they are resting. That is so good that your mom got to talk to her cousin in France!
Now I have no excuse, though -- there's no one here for me to blame my lack of energy on. And I have certainly had a lack of energy since Christmas. My goodness... I just don't want to do ANYTHING. I think it is a combination of anxiety and depression. But I think if I can only get past the biopsy and get good news from that, maybe I can return to something more normal... whatever my new normal is.
(((
Kathryn))) I hope you feel better soon, too!
LadyM -- hope y'all stay warm! Sounds like your forecast is much like ours!
Well... DGS has put the Notre Dame/Penn State game on tv. I think I'll hunker down and read some more. It's just really nice to have DGS here. He's running up and down the hall, playing some sort of football game by himself, but just having him here is so good for me.
Sometimes I need some quiet time, but sometimes, this house is just too quiet. I really can't think past the immediate future -- tomorrow, the weekend, next week with the biopsy... but I can't even imagine how I'm going to do this on and on and on without dh. I don't want another husband -- don't take this the wrong way! I can't imagine starting over with someone new. I don't WANT anyone new. I just can't see the future... how I will ever have anything to look forward to, or plan for, or anything like that. I love spending time with DS and the dgrands, but beyond that, I just really feel like there's not much ahead for me. I can't imagine ever being really excited about anything again. I guess eventually I will get past this, but right now I'm just kinda getting through each day, doing what has to be done, and dreading every new step that I have to pick up where dh used to be responsible. (Taxes, for example). I'm sorry to end this on such a depressing note, but y'all are the only people I can talk to. Thanks for being here.