Saturday System Shifts

[Kathryn-in-Canada]

A few things on my extensive list are undone but a lot was accomplished.

Table is mostly set but some silver needs polishing, or I might switch out to glass plates for the butter. I've managed to find ceramic for everything else and my silver chests do well at stopping tarnish on my cutlery and serving pieces.

I'm exhausted, though, and achy. And I just remembered I have to print off some stuff for tomorrow's service.

[lucylee]

I’m hanging in here… just trying to stay calm. Thankful dgs is still here with me.

[lucylee]

I did manage to reconcile the bank statement and it balanced to the penny…
Paid Credit card bill…
Straightened out a pile of papers that had been accumulating on the kitchen counter…
Took dgs for supper, I ate half a kids burger and some fries
Talked to dsisl2b and dbil re: our Christmas at dbil’s Monday, considering that dsisli2b is sick, along with dnephew, ddil, and Dgd. Dbil still wants to try to get together Monday. This makes me nervous. I don’t want to go if Dgd is still quarantined.

My dmom is discouraging re: me seeing a therapist, says it would probably make me nervous to know I was supposed to GO to a therapist.
Dfriend offered to go with me for the biopsy. This made me VERY nervous. Travel anxiety, you know.
Thinking about dsisil2b moving in next door makes me nervous. She may want to be more “social” after they get married.
My mind is just really on a roll…