Thank you ALL so much for your patience and encouragement.
Kittykat, I really appreciate your post last night. It's good to know that you know someone about the same stage of this journey as I am, and that I'm not so crazy. I am definitely not ready to get out and try new things -- well, for the most part. I am trying the chair yoga at church, and I did agree to teach that class on Wednesday nights -- although I must admit, I'm glad to be taking a break as the holidays approach.
I don't mind the question about tv -- and actually, I have not turned it on all day today! I'm sure that's why I've had a few more ta-das, actually. If it's on, I sit down on the couch, and that leads to eating, endless scrolling and playing games on the computer, and napping. I do enjoy most of the programs I watch, and I watch a news channel a lot too, so I guess it's educational in a way. BUT -- it does waste a lot of time.
At night -- I do seem to need the noise and light from the tv. I'm not exactly scared (which is truly a blessing from God, because if you'd asked me a few years ago, I might have said I'd be scared to stay here alone) -- but it does bother me a little to have the house dark and quiet at night. If dgrands are here, I do a little better, but I usually leave the tv on when they are here too.
I'd like a pet in THEORY, but in REALITY, I do not want to have to deal with housetraining and all that. I can see where a pet would be a lot of companionship, but I've never had an inside pet and I don't really want to start now.
I'm LOL at Harriet's question -- how did I convince kids they would be interested in ninth grade English? I'm afraid it was a losing battle with some of them. Of course, as one of my mentors said, we don't teach the
subject, we teach
students. Building relationships and being able to talk with students is sometimes more important than what is on the lesson plan on any given day. Of course, we had to cover the material, but I just tried to relate it to something they could imagine in their own lives. Hmmm... advertising... I'll think on that. But I'm off-duty till New Year's. Preacher will do Advent study and I'm glad to hand it over to her!
Gotta run -- lots more to say but dgd has called -- "Can you come pick me up?"
