Re: Tenth Day Tuesday
Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 9:58 pm
Productive day. All grades are in computer, gradebook is ready to go for tomorrow, lesson plans are on school website. Still need to organize a few school papers that are in disarray. But yep, I'm ready to get at it again.
Made a DPC also. Sending regrets for baby shower this weekend. Hoping we can go to Nashville this weekend, but wondering if that is going to work out. Ddil is still w/her family. Her dgf passed away today, and ds is going to go tomorrow for the services. The whole reason we might go to Nashville is b/c ds wants to go to basketball game. So... if he is too tired, or ddil doesn't want him to leave her alone her first day back home... then we'll stay home & I might end up going to the shower, after all. Told dfriend I was sending a very "vague" rsvp -- look for me if you see me coming. She said that would be fine.
Fretted about this a lot -- wondered if it was my "social anxiety" that made me want to send regrets, etc.
Talked to dmom.
Dmom said I worry too much about what other people think.
I don't think I do... but I do worry a lot about hurting other people's feelings. And I guess I do worry about people thinking I'm a nut b/c I have this anxiety problem. So I guess dmom is right.
Prepared a package to return via UPS. (DH finally got his last Christmas present, the correct package this time.)
Still no decorations down. Maybe we're waiting for the 12th day of Christmas. * sigh *
Still need to exercise.
DH & DS tonight were talking about coaches who can't seem to quit coaching... and people like Bear Bryant who died within months of retiring... and they got me scared that I will be like that when I retire from teaching. Not that I will DIE @ 51... but that I won't know what to do with myself, you know?
But dh also told me that next year I will be at a different stage in life, with the grandbaby here, and I will know what to do with myself -- or ds & ddil will be making lots of requests for what I can do, anyway.
I hope I will know it IS the right time. And I hope I won't go crazy when I'm not teaching anymore.
And I know... y'all HOPE I don't talk about this every day for the next 18 months.
Waving to all!!!
Made a DPC also. Sending regrets for baby shower this weekend. Hoping we can go to Nashville this weekend, but wondering if that is going to work out. Ddil is still w/her family. Her dgf passed away today, and ds is going to go tomorrow for the services. The whole reason we might go to Nashville is b/c ds wants to go to basketball game. So... if he is too tired, or ddil doesn't want him to leave her alone her first day back home... then we'll stay home & I might end up going to the shower, after all. Told dfriend I was sending a very "vague" rsvp -- look for me if you see me coming. She said that would be fine.
Fretted about this a lot -- wondered if it was my "social anxiety" that made me want to send regrets, etc.
Talked to dmom.
Dmom said I worry too much about what other people think.
I don't think I do... but I do worry a lot about hurting other people's feelings. And I guess I do worry about people thinking I'm a nut b/c I have this anxiety problem. So I guess dmom is right.
Prepared a package to return via UPS. (DH finally got his last Christmas present, the correct package this time.)
Still no decorations down. Maybe we're waiting for the 12th day of Christmas. * sigh *
Still need to exercise.
DH & DS tonight were talking about coaches who can't seem to quit coaching... and people like Bear Bryant who died within months of retiring... and they got me scared that I will be like that when I retire from teaching. Not that I will DIE @ 51... but that I won't know what to do with myself, you know?
But dh also told me that next year I will be at a different stage in life, with the grandbaby here, and I will know what to do with myself -- or ds & ddil will be making lots of requests for what I can do, anyway.
I hope I will know it IS the right time. And I hope I won't go crazy when I'm not teaching anymore.
And I know... y'all HOPE I don't talk about this every day for the next 18 months.
Waving to all!!!