But. I'm okay. DGD and I talked about how he is "safe," (her words) and not hurting anymore, and he is watching over us.
I don't know if that's theologically sound or not -- to think that our loved ones in Heaven are aware of what is happening here on earth or not -- but it IS a comforting thought, so we hold on to it. I think the fact that we are "surrounded by this great cloud of witnesses" gives some evidence that they know... and the Bible also says there is rejoicing in Heaven when a soul is saved. So... I don't know. I've heard good, trusted preachers on both sides of this debate.
DGD went to a birthday party earlier today, and dgs came over. I took a pretty long nap after he got here, because I was (pleasantly) awakened by a preacher friend returning my phone call from yesterday. He was the preacher who baptized me, and one of the three who spoke at my ddad's funeral. I had seen a sermon of his online and just wanted to sorta touch base with him. He is 84 years old now. When he was at our church, he was in his mid-20s.
I've watered some of the indoor plants, and I am fervently hoping for rain because I do NOT want to go out and water outside plants. OTOH, I do want to keep the hydrangea and gardenia alive.
Talked to dmom a couple times today.
Watching the Kentucky Derby, sort of.