Well, today was maybe a one step forward, two steps back kinda day. After a really productive three days, I definitely hit the wall today.
I made it to the Grief Share group, but about halfway over there, I just started crying. I did talk a little bit at Grief Share, but I don't really know what brought on the tears. Maybe a song on the radio? I don't know. Last night I kept thinking back to the day dh passed away, and how hard it was to leave the hospital. That has still been on my mind today, so maybe it was just a day to let those hormones leak out of my eyes, you know.
I stopped at the very popular, favorite seafood place which is right on my route and got a gallon of seafood gumbo to share with DS.
I was sooo sleepy all the way home. I did not stop to visit my uncle (who is also right on my route). I just wanted to get home and take a nap.
I did that, slept about an hour I guess.
DS called, and he and DGS stopped to get their half of the gumbo.
A little later, I went and picked up both dgrands for Wed. night church... taught my class... took dgrands home, and now I'm in for the night.
Interesting questions from my lesson -- I meant to ask my mother earlier, but I was too sleepy to call her after I got home. So I'll ask you ladies.
(1) The apostle Paul had a driving passion to spread the gospel. What would the people who know you best say is your "driving passion" in life?
(2) In times of adversity, do people see you as an encouragement or a discouragement?
(((
Twins))) for the DPC and awkwardness you're feeling. Also sending good wishes for your weather!
* Thinking of you, too,
Rose, with this weather. Hope you have no damage.
I hope
Harmony and her family are okay too. I so wish Harmony could check in with us.

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SUNNY -- are there any updates?
WTG,
Nancy -- looks like you've got a lot done!
(((
blessed))) It is wonderful the way you and your daughters take such good care of your dmom. (and your dh!) You have a lot on you, and you are ALWAYS an encourager.
LadyM, I am definitely encouraged by the way you are keeping up your walking and other routines, even with your recent surgery! I know that is driving you nuts, having those stitches annoying you like that.
I'm also thinking about your checklist. I'm still trying to keep up with mine, but I do have the things that are habit on mine.
Today, I broke down and ordered the three-month set of fancy journal/planners. (Silk + Sonder, if any of you are curious to see what the fuss is all about.)
Of course, anxiety now -- first, I said I would NOT order anything else from a Facebook ad without checking the website. Second, it is ridiculously high priced. I got a 25% discount, and it's still over $50 for only three months! That's crazy. Third, one of the reviews said it was difficult to cancel the recurring charge. They send a new spiral notebook each month and you can pay monthly, every three months, or yearly. However, I did pay with PayPal, so I'm thinking, if there's a problem cancelling, I should be able to tell PayPal to stop paying it.
I am thinking I can use these three months' planners as a guide for the parts I like, and make copies for my other planner (which is approx. $50 for the whole year!) I'm also justifying the purpose as a wedding anniversary gift for myself.
Kathryn -- how aggravating about the rent check! I'd probably cry too! Maybe it will turn up somewhere soon!
I am a little hungry, but I don't know if I want something heavy like gumbo or not. We ate at church, lasagna and salad, but I only ate a little bit of each.