Oh, I know,
Lilac... or at least, I
think I know (that I will do okay as a retired person)!
I know my stomach would be hurting, too, if I thought I was going to have to teach next year. Get this: they (the remaining teachers) are all being forced to go to 4-day out-of-town workshops to learn this new AP Prep teaching curriculum! Y'all KNOW how well I would handle THAT! Oh. My. Goodness.
Besides the sheer panic I would feel at the idea of staying for the first year of the chaos that may be in store...
there are just sooo sooo many reasons it is TIME to go.
My parents are going to need me more...
DS & Ddil are going to need me more...
and I will enjoy sooo much --
sleeping more
reading more
exercising more
getting back into some semblance of housekeeping routines
seeing movies on week nights
watching late night tv
being able to just go & do whatever strikes our fancy (dh & myself)
-- although I am sure we will not be totally footloose & fancy free, since we are in such a bind between the needs of dmil, my dparents, and ds/ddil/dgs. But when it is all said and done, I guess dh & I would both say that family is our #1 priority, so we wouldn't really change a thing. Except maybe to make sure ddil never had to work weekends.
And you are so right to remind me about past panic attacks that turned into the most wonderful blessings of my LIFE!
I'm so glad you hadn't gone to bed yet!
Good things --
In the midst of my stomach ache, (and over the course of the night, along w/watching-feeding-changing-playing with dgs)
I have still managed to
* sort out money for change for newspaper sales tomorrow @ school
* download photos to Wmart site
* wash & hang to dry 2 loads of clothes
* wash dgson's pants & socks (b/c one diaper change required wardrobe change, if you know what I mean...)
* wash dgson's bottles
* straighten up den (put away quilt, bouncy seat, and toys)
* read the paper
* return phone call to dcousin
* talk to duncle on phone
* talk to dfriend on phone
* eat supper (waaay too much supper)
* watch the news & see the new Pope
I really really REALLY need to exercise, but it is almost 12:30. I believe I also need to get ready for bed.